Wash Away

As if my heart is being drenched even the falling raindrops are dry even if what you told me was a lie. I still want you. You probably don’t know I feel this way. Again today, I wash out my memories. It’s a little gray and it’s raining just like the day we first met. It was a little unpredictable but the rain showers were not bothersome. This statue of memories that we crookedly pieced together is unfinished, you left me and I’m all alone. I was being stubborn, which ended up ruining it more. Now I need to wash it out even if I’m a little lazy there is no fountain in this dried up heart. Even if it is placed in a bathtub, you used to warm up my heart to the point where it got hot but now you’re not here anymore. You turned off the water that used to fill up my heart, you’re probably… 

Wash away your face, your name. I erase them in the end. Wash away your face, your name. I’ll wash it away. I‘m gonna wash away. Today’s weather is sunny and slightly cloudy, I notice the even slightest weather changes. Compared to the days when we fought like a storm, it seems a lot better but the sky’s light turns yellow with sadness. The songs that were like my heartbeats, now they surprised me. I don’t want to go back. I used to hope that you’d leave me alone. I just want to end this war forever. You’re like a soap opera, because I’d gotten so used to you that I couldn’t take you off. It wasn’t easy, washing you out with my lukewarm daily life. The warm water I turned on without even thinking has filled up the bathtub. Splashing water around, forgetting things, it stays the same, You probably don’t know I feel this way. Again today, I wash out my memories.